MY ROLLERCOASTER RIDE OF LIFE..

Everything happens for a reason. Who would’ve thought that I would go back to the career I was into before graduating. You know. Call center job. After finishing BS Pharmacy, I promised myself that I would practice my chosen career - and to become a full-time pharmacist. But when I was about to face that and do what was promised - everything turned out wrong. So out of frustration I chose to go back to taking in calls. LOL. Anyway, it’s worth the pay and it’s a job that definitely suits a money-minded person like me. HAHAHA.

I was really not expecting to meet friends and be happy while doing my job. Meeting friends that I would truly cherish forever was — you know — not really the ’so-often’ scenario of my snobbish life. [I can't believe I'm still bursting into tears by just remembering them..]

Expect the unexpected. It soo happened I met the most interesting, the funniest, the happiest, the smartest and most beautiful people in my entire school-work life — my wavemates — WAVE 50. Basically the highest point of my year. Well, I guess it’s not only me but everyone was on a high. We we’re like the powerhouse cast of Project Popcorn. [This blog is getting dramatic. HAHAHA.]

Anyway to cut it short. We’re parting ways… Slowly.. which is much hurtful. Definitely the lowest part of the rollercoaster’s loop.. I really miss the late log-ins. The disputes. The overbreaks because we really dont care about what time we have left - we just chat and laugh and talk about the stupid things at work. The lunch time at the pantry where all of us were there - it’s like a big family dinner time. Hahaha. The after-shift breakfast-lunch that we go home late even if we still have to go to work hours later. BASICALLY - THE GOOD TIMES.

It is really a shame that I still cry like a child. I dont know. Was it because I get so attached to those people I get along with or was it because I just cry like a brat. I guess BOTH.

Whatever reason God has why this happened, I know someday we’ll understand. HELLO JP MORGAN AND CHASE! wahahaha.

Add comment March 3, 2009 misscrazybeautiful

im missing out on…

LIFE. Spent Christmas like it’s just one of the ordinary days of the year. Didnt spend it with my family and friends .. and that is just so painful - LIKE THIS IS MY FIRST TIME TO SPEND IT WITHOUT THEM. I hate the feeling. Im missing my friends so much - seems like it’s been a year since Ive seen them and laughed my ass out with them. And I guess they’re starting to hate me coz it looks like I wasnt even trying to do the effort of “catching-up” on them coz Im so tired at work I dont have time to visit them and exchange crazy stories. I felt regretful. I dont know. Feels like it’s also my fault. Oh well, [tama na ang emote] what’s done cant be undone. So, just move on and look forward to NEW YEAR’S EVE!!! hahahaha! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! I LOVE YOU ALL!!!

1 comment December 26, 2008 misscrazybeautiful

GOT TAGGED..

Yeah I just got tagged again by Ghindie. Maybe she ran out of people to mock. LOL. Just kidding! HAHA

Anyway…

RULES OF THE GAME: List all the names you were called by and the people who call you that

Tag at least 10 members of your contacts and give a comment on their site for them to know they’ve been tagged.:)

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This has got to be sooo random kasi sabog pa talaga utak ko ngayon.. Kagigising ko lang! LOL

1. ATE - Is this a stupid answer?? Haha! I’m the eldest and my parents call me that way so my younger sisters would call me the same. I think most of the Filipino parents do that.

2. FRANCE - This is what my aunts and uncles call me and some of our neighbors. I dont find this amusing because it’s the same with our neighbors’ nicknames - an OLD MAN and an OLD LADY! tsk. Oh Abbie — my highschool friend used to call me that way too! But later on it became CES. LOL.

3. TONAP - Ayayay! I have to admit I’ve got a big forehead! Haha! This is what my childhood friends used to call me. The boys made that stupid name! Maybe they keep on teasing me coz they have a crush on me! (SOOO CONCEITED! HAHA!)

4. LANGGA - My Auntie Bhelle’s sign of paglalambing. It’s a bisaya endearment meaning LOVE.

5. FISH - I’ve got a super friend right now whom I used to be enemies with. Haha! Her name is Camille. We thought of something we would call ourselves that only US would use. I came up with calling her STAR and she asked me why. And I said because I saw a starfish on yahoo messenger audibles (we we’re talking online that time). And then she said ok then I’ll call you FISH! hahahah! And the rest is history..

6. ISDA - I didnt find Camille’s decision to call me FISH, very unfair. HAHA! Because my highschool friends used to call me ISDA! LOL. Ghindie knows this. This one’s a funny story. I was so amused with Abbies aquarium I’d always put feeds for the fishes and then something really stupid happened —

7. BRITNEY - I’m a superbritney fanatic! I used to collect magazines, bios, albums, and posters of her when I was still young! I still love her though I’m not that crazy as I used to. HAHA! My elementary friends or anyone who wants to MOCK ME calls me by that name! But they should know I’m loving every minute of it! LOL!

8. SIS - Only Zelle (a friend I met through YM) and my college friend and teammate Rox calls me SIS. Though some girlfriends call me the same way too but you know those two people I mentioned are very consistent with it! LOL.

9. PARDS - My forever classmate. seatmate and friend Gladys.

10. CES - Most of my friends use this nickname to call me and I LIKE IT!

11. HALEY - My friends who watch One Tree Hill knows why. Hehe.

12. TAE - Notice that the three letters are also found in the first name I mentioned (ATE). TAE means SHIT. My youngest sister uses this instead of ATE whenever she gets terribly annoyed by me and whenever she finds me an irresponsible older sis! Haha! I know this is something I shouldn’t be proud of, but I find it cool! LOL. Just kidding.

Add comment September 14, 2008 misscrazybeautiful