im missing out on…

LIFE. Spent Christmas like it’s just one of the ordinary days of the year. Didnt spend it with my family and friends .. and that is just so painful - LIKE THIS IS MY FIRST TIME TO SPEND IT WITHOUT THEM. I hate the feeling. Im missing my friends so much - seems like it’s been a year since Ive seen them and laughed my ass out with them. And I guess they’re starting to hate me coz it looks like I wasnt even trying to do the effort of “catching-up” on them coz Im so tired at work I dont have time to visit them and exchange crazy stories. I felt regretful. I dont know. Feels like it’s also my fault. Oh well, [tama na ang emote] what’s done cant be undone. So, just move on and look forward to NEW YEAR’S EVE!!! hahahaha! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! I LOVE YOU ALL!!!

1 comment December 26, 2008